Zombie birthday

Why oh why did DotD have to fall on my birthday this year? I enjoy sending my puppets to the crypt! The s´zombie hunt is fun! But it also takes a looooot of time when you aim for 1000+ kills and today I don't want to spend all day with my nose glued to my laptop,.

So excuse me, my new-found excitement for RP has to wait. It was pay day today and I'm planning to be reckless and spend A LOT. Shopping, here I come!

A very sleepy update

Yaaaaaaaawn.

Staying away from tiring RP has been a raging success. Actually, besides replying to very few PMs on Nera and some of the ones on Izzie, I've not RPed at all lately. Staying away from all crap has really helped too. Not with my studying, but with my job at least. I've taken a lot of extra shifts - and I mostly sleep for the rest of my free time - so I barely even have any time to focus on the game. Which for now is definitely an improvement. When the RP starts bugging you, it's time to take a break...

Speaking of sleep, though.. There's got to be something wrong when after a good nine-hour sleep last night and a minimalistic shift (5hrs) at work today, I'm already dying to go to bed at 7PM.. It's not normal, right?

Oh well, it's a known fact these days that I clearly wasn't meant to be healthy or anything. I wish I'd at least be given an actual disease so complaining this much wouldn't make me feel guilty. Phah. With my fourteen-month long flu/fever/sinusitis/tonsillitis/mono/whatever-the-hell-else-I've-had-as-well/mystery disease cycle I'm sure I complain more than people with cancer do. At least my friends (and earlier today my boss too) is just laughing when I cry out of pain (wrist) or just simply complain about always feeling sick.

At least I get to use that and the lack of energy as an excuse to procrastinate when it comes to replying to PMs. Because the truth is, I'm just not feeling the love these days. Yes, I'm tired as hell. No, I have no motivation to even touch most of my chars. But mostly I just don't want to.

I wish I had the balls to get rid of most oh my charries, so I wouldn't have to feel guilty for ignoring the RP I have waiting. I do remember a time when I used to enjoy replying to the messages and planning out new scenes and where to take the RP. Oh the good old times..

Instead of trying to find the motivation, though, I'mma go sleep some more. Maybe I'll dream of RP again, who knows. After all, I just had a weird dream of Nera and her hubby the other night.. Heh.

G'night. Yes, as said, it's only 7:30PM now..

XOXO,
The Constantly Sleeping Beauty aka the nutjob behind the Corbin/Seals/Baklanov/Luna/Sinner clan

Sweeping Declaration?

I can't even use the laptop as an excuse for not being here. Because I seem to be married to this piece of shit these days. I'm barely RPing any of my chars, Izzie being the only active one at the moment. Can't really find an explanation that seeing how she's the root of all that's evil and the reason why I barely have any desire to RP these days..

Oh well.

As for the rest of my crazy lot.. I'm sorry for the lack of replies. I just have no brain capacity to write anything. I'd make a sweeping declaration of staying sober of taking a break from RPing, but every time I do that, something still keeps me glued to the game.

So I'm just going to say I'll be slow for undecided amount of time and hope I find the motivation to get back to RPing the original Corbin clan. Sorry for the inconvenience, I'm trying my best here again..

That being said.. I'm going to try and focus on my life away from my laptop. Or at least trying to find some balance with the two. I have a shitload of studying to do - and my first task is to find a motivation to touch that knee-high pile of books I have waiting..

So if I'm not around to RP and whatnot, GREAT. If I am.... I deserve to be smacked around a bit.

                            Anyway. Completely off-topic, but for some reason I can't get this song out of my head. Enjoy.

Happy anniversary

I'm not one to admit I let RP get to me, when in truth it rarely fails to do so. Hell, I'd probably rather die than admit intense RP (or shit like this) has managed to make me cry. But that's exactly why I rarely take things OOC with anyone, just to avoid feeling pissed or hurt or betrayed over what happens in the game. Yet it always seems to be the people I talk to OOC that are involved... Funny.

Because Popmundo should be just that. A game. Though seeing how much of my free time I spend RPing, it usually doesn't work like that.. I rarely scheme or think beforehand in my RP. I find something fun and I go with it. And that's gotten me in minor trouble before. But it hasn't been anything I haven't been able to deal with..

But still... People you're supposed to be on the same page with shouldn't screw you over. And I did just that. Unintentionally, sure, but I know it doesn't erase the fact that I did. But after apologizing and making the sincere promise not to pull shit like that again.. Uh.

...

Not getting into that one. Just.. Too bad there ain't a proper translation for the word vituttaa in English. Hurt or pissed just doesn't seem to cover it.. But instead of wallowing in it, I'm focusing on the happy RP. The fun RP that has made me stick around in the game for six years now. Now that I think of it, exactly six years. Happy anniversary me, whee...

Nakisha entered Popmundo 3.9.2006.

Bewitched

It's starting to seem I came home a day early to a bewitched laptop, and I just have no patience to fight with it. Unless I manage to track down a friend with an extra laptop lying around, I'll probably be without one till I get this fixed.

Sure I have a phone which I can use to check on things and possibly write a few replies if I get bored (or my Popo withdrawal symptoms get too intense) but.. Being without a laptop/logging in on my phone all the time might just be what my injured wrist needs. I shouldn't be putting any strain on my right hand/wrist/elbow/whatever anyway, so this might be just what the doctor ordered..

So if you don't see me online as often as I usually am, worry not, I'm not dead. Just blame the angry laptop gods who are refusing to let my baby work properly.

Bear with me
<3, M

If only I had a handy Swede around to help me too...

EDIT: Change "bewitched" to actually "possessed by a demon". Even with a wireless keyboard+mouse compromise, the whole thing keeps flipping out ON and OFF. I doubt there's any hope for this piece of shit..

Out of town

I'm heading out of town for a girls' night out in exactly 15 minutes. Or as long as it takes my lazy ass friend to get here with my ride. I'll be back either tomorrow or on Sunday, depending on the circumstances. Till then.. Miss me! I'll get back to my PMs as soon as I get home. I know I already have a few waiting for a reply, after all.

Have a great weekend!
-M

Update

Oh my Corbin it's been long since I've last posted here. Almost a whole month! I've been RPing ON/OFF for the past few weeks, so (if and when there has been a lack of replies, or just general sluggishness on my part), I am veeery sorry. ILY guys for sticking with me. <3

I've tried to take advantage of my sick leave(s!) to reply to my PMs though, and despite my painful wrist having proven it quite hard, I think I've done a fairly good job! And I'm actually getting excited about replying to the messages again - it's reminded me why I'm a sucker for narrative RP!


OK. There's a  few important updates concerning my crazy charries:

Izzie.
It started out as an innocent joke after turning down a proposal from a friend. She said the only person she'd ever marry was her other half, Tegan Sinner, just to become a Sinner herself. And the day before yesterday Tegan made a ring out of a piece of paper she found lying around and "popped the question". Just for the hell of it, were her words. How could my post-break up crazy Izzie say no to that?

So now they're planning four big and epic parties (engagement, hen dos for both of the girls and the after party), trying to keep Izzie's mind busy and away from her ex and all the shit revolving around that part of her life. It's just the right amount of crazy she needs to make it through the days, one at a time.

Hazel.
The girl who doesn't get relationships, doesn't see the point in being with someone, doesn't only have feelings for one guy, but both of her best friends. Sure she refuses to admit that to herself - not to mention do anything about it - but I find the RP insanely entertaining.. This girl is already so weird (and screwed up) it's amazing! And the people she hangs out with just feed that, making her as crooked as a corkscrew..


Anywho. Keep the PMs coming, I'll try to keep replying to them as fast as I possibly can!

-M